" EVALUATING THE PAST "

reminiscing the times of the past still fresh in this memory,
nothing could compare the days that we are together,
knowing all the ups and downs for both of us
all the smiles and the tears that is based on true love
the feelings of tomorrow may bring
has gone through the winds of the past
thinking now with mixed emotions
that is guilt in thy hearts
of what it would have been if
I had been contented of what you are
I love you still if you only knew
but i know it's been too late to let me realize
how much i love you
you are so perfect if i were to describe you
but i don't really know why I set you free
knowing the fact that i really do love you
in every mistakes that i commit you did understand me
in everything that i don't know you do teach me how to work on it
you are always here for me always when i'm down especially
i do missed you already and i wanna say
how foolish I was to ever let go of the one who truly love me
and if i could only have one time in my life to get back in the past
in your arms again, i will let you feel how much i love you and
forever be happy living with you forever for Iam now in grief
knowing that no one can access to go back
and just evaluating the past maybe truly exquisite that one's in your life there's someone who had loved you more than his life.